my life is constantly just an inner monologue of “why did I do that”
sometimes it’s better refrain from deep introspection and allow yourself to just be.
and by that I mean: I don’t have to sit with myself and overthink and analyze and rationalize every ounce of my being. I am not a case study I am a person. faults and all. like any other person. sometimes I have to look at my mistakes and avoid self flagellation. sigh and learn what I can and move on. remembering that I’m living, and this is part of the process. free myself of that inner critic. allow myself to be, and try again.
lets be real. the reason why islamophobia is so outright, blatant, and unfiltered is because its more widely accepted. Nobody gets doxxed for being islamophobic. Nobody loses their jobs or gets into scandals because theyre islamophobic… You people let it happen because it doesnt affect you or hurt you. Nobody is going to lose their sponsors for calling muslims terrorists and you know this yourself
a report by the university of texas at austin came out showing that 80% of people who died in texas jails from covid were not convicted of a crime, 73% of those who died were eligible for parole, and that deaths occurred at 115% the national rate (x)
reminder that criminals don’t deserve death either.
being born in the late 90′s is a really weird time because our coming of age is/was so tied into the expansion of personal technology? like for so many of us the transition from getting your first flip phone to smartphones wasn’t just a technology shift, it was part of growing up. and it created this really weird timeline where new technologies were being created right as we entered the right age market to use them, so now we all know intuitively how to use snapchat or the social context of emoji use or whatever but we can also remember childhoods spent (almost) entirely outside and offline. like you get all the disillusionment of the older millennial generation except now with the stress of spending your adolescence measuring yourself against others on social media and it’s really fucking confusing
you put it into words
guys… I don’t know if you know this but… if you wake up early… there’s so many more hours in the day
But at what cost
Anonymous asked:
do you have a self care routine?
mjalti answered:
“Keep going bitch!!” said to myself in different accents
Has anyone else been in the strangest, most indecipherable headspace of their life lately
Bitch, it’s called trauma! We’re all limping through a fuckin pandemic!